Did you grow up with the idea that “it is better to give than receive?”
It is a message I absorbed growing up, and I used to think it was about generosity. I hear a “lyrical” version in my head and think it might be from some rendering of Dickens’ Christmas Carol. I thought it meant that I should always be giving, that somehow to receive is weak.
I now understand that this belief no longer serves me. It has gradually been unfolding especially in these last couple of months of reflection. I have a deep longing to give, and to be of service in my life. It is a part of what I consider my purpose for being on earth. But now I recognize that receiving is also an act of grace and an act of faith.
Receiving with gratitude is a beautiful experience. When you are open to receive you allow others to give and to share with you. You allow the generosity of others to come into your life. As humans, even though we can be tribal creatures, we also have a very natural “tend and befriend” instinct that allows for our survival. Giving and receiving are often reciprocal activities, but they do not have to be.
In receiving, we make room for others to share their gifts with us. We open the flow of giving from ourselves as well.We start to give from true generosity rather than a scarcity mindset that may be present about not being worthy unless we can give.
I grew up with an abundance of love and care from my parents and family members. I consider myself one of the “lucky ones” in that regard, especially when I hear stories of neglect or abuse. So I guess my belief that I can and will always give comes from some sense of always having enough.
As a very independent person, I have struggled with asking for the help I need at times. Even last December, when my husband suspected I needed to go to the hospital, I told him: “I am fine, go to work, don’t worry.” Finally I had to surrender to his help when I literally could not get myself up off the couch to get my coffee (that never happens) all morning after I returned from an international trip. The pain was too much.
I accepted help (not that he would have given me a choice, he told me later). Later, after my appendix was safely removed, I visited my parents and my mother expressed such profound gratitude to my husband, I realized that this event was meaningful for so many reasons.
My advice to you is: do not be afraid or reluctant to receive. You are worthy of receiving love and kindness. Everyone is worthy of that. If it touches you and inspires you to give to others, so be it. But if you are in a position where you cannot give at this time, then just gratefully receive.
5 thoughts on “Giving and receiving”
As an independent person, I have also had difficulty receiving. Then I realized that when I didn’t receive, I was robbing the giver of a moment they may enjoy, an act of service, which could be a “love language” for them. (Clunky wording there–I hope that makes sense.)
LikeLiked by 2 people
That’s a great reminder, René! I had not mentioned that but it is absolutely relevant. My husband is actually an “acts of service” person. He does kind things for people to show love. So by not accepting help or kind deeds, I was turning away acts of love. Great point, thanks!
such a beautiful post! we do sometimes think that accepting help is a sign of weakness!
LikeLiked by 1 person
Thank you, Daniela! I’m starting to think of giving and receiving as a flow of divine love. Sometimes we give, and sometimes we receive. And thus: the universe goes round, and more love is shown for everyone, when we can give and receive graciously and gratefully.
LikeLiked by 1 person